Not Sure

I just want to sleep...I'm about ready to cry....aaaarrrggg.

I cannot sleep....I couldn't get comfortable and J is snoring...so here I am at midnight typing all of my woes....most likely will be rambing in this post.

This is at least the 4th night in a row that I've struggled with sleeping. I'm really not sure why, but it's starting to piss me off....we spend $1400 on a stupid sleep number bed that is not helping me right now....I really have no idea why I just started crying....maybe it's because I want to sleep so bad and I can't...or it could be those damn hormones again...why do I seem to get them so frequently...I mean I know we all have hormones, but why why why.

Ok, better now, maybe I can sleep now